Film Review: Triple Standard – An LGBTQ Short Film (2010)

Triple StandardTriple Standard is a short film about Crim, a homophobic ex-professional athlete who’s in denial of the reality of his situation as a gay man which he refuses to acknowlegde telling his partner of three years, D that he is in fact bisexual – even insisting that they are both bisexuals. (I mean, in the scope of things…)

The movie started with Crim, D, Stanley and their friends in the locker room after a friendly game of basketball. When Stanley messes with Crim (William Jennings) licking his armpit, Crim went berserk spewing a litany of homophobic remarks. At the shower room, Crim was still seething with some of their friends noticing D (Lee Amir-Cohen) being quiet through it all. When D went home after the incident, Crim was anxiously waiting in the living room. It turns out that they have actually been living together for years now. Crim’s denial towards his sexuality, even acknowledging his “standards” that they have talked about before left D hurting thus issuing an ultimatum to end their relationship if Crim will not stop and face reality.

I very much enjoyed watching this short film because it totally depicts the reality of most closeted men (most especially the ones in the spotlight) where they would rather deny themselves the freedom to acknowledge what they are than be condemned by the cruel and unforgiving society.

Coming from D’s point of view, it’s really hard to be with someone that basically denies what you have. It gets to a point where enough is enough. And from Crim – well, reality sucks big time. At the end of the day though, why should they let others run their lives? I guess that’s too easy to say from someone who isn’t not in their shoes.

The actors who played Crim and D are both likable. I can just feel the hurt pouring out of Amir-Cohen throughout those latter scenes. Jennings was equally impressive! They really do have great chemistry and I won’t mind seeing them together on screen again.

Do spare 20 minutes of your time to watch this short film for free, I promised that it won’t go to waste.


This was the re-edited version for Youtube Distribution.

Director: Branden Blinn
Starring: Lee Amir-Cohen, William Jennings, Ronnie Prouty, Stephen Alderfer, Jay Ellis, Dylan Mooney, Justen Naughton, Michael Williams, Jontae Vinson, Ramall Goodrich, Jacob Hibbits

Book Review: Tonight – Karen Stivali

TonightThis story was written as a part of the M/M Romance Group’s “Love is an Open Road” event. Group members were asked to write a story prompt inspired by a photo of their choice. Authors of the group selected a photo and prompt that spoke to them and wrote a short story.

Here is the letter and a description of the photo that accompanied this prompt:

Dear Author,
See the hot jock sitting on top of me? He’s my older brother’s team mate and I’ve lusted after him— and loved him— since forever. I never thought I’d have a chance though. That dumbass brother of mine always said he was straight. But look at the way he’s giving the phrase “He takes my breath away” a whole new meaning! My brother must be wrong. Please, dear author, let him be wrong and make my dream come true.

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Now this is really, really, like really good. This even surpassed the author’s Moments In Time trilogy because I feel that the characters here are more vibrant, more likable and the story was just smooth from start to finish. It would be great to have some more of Davey and Wiley in the future! It’s a quick read but every inch enjoyable! This is highly recommended if you want to get a feel of Miss Stivali’s writing style.

Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

Published June 28th 2015 by M/M Romance Group @ Goodreads

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About The Author
Karen Stivali is a prolific writer, compulsive baker and chocoholic with a penchant for books, movies and fictional British men. When she’s not writing, she can be found cooking extravagant meals and serving them to family and friends, who never seem to mind the excessive quantities she tends to prepare. She attributes her ability to multitask to the fact that she rarely sleeps, which gives her more hours every day. Prior to deciding to write full time Karen worked as a hand drawn animator, a clinical therapist, and held various food-related jobs ranging from waitress to specialty cake maker. Planning elaborate parties and fundraisers takes up what’s left of her time and sanity.

Karen has always been fascinated by the way people relate to one another so she favors books and movies that feature richly detailed characters and their relationships. In her own writing she likes to explore the dynamics between characters and has a tendency to craft romantic tales filled with sarcasm and sexy details. Although she writes both m/f and m/m contemporary romance, all of her

Book Review: Guardians Of The Haunted Moor (Tyack & Frayne #5) – Harper Fox

Guardians Of The Haunted Moor (Tyack & Frayne #5)There are only a handful of series that really maintained their consistency from the very first book up to their current / last release and one of them is the Tyack & Frayne series created by one of my most admired authors, Harper Fox.

 In this book, Harper Fox took us back to the Bodmin Moor of the Dark village from the very first book where Sargeant Gideon Frayne and his husband Lee Tyack are now settling well and good after their wedding with their dog Isolde and their lovely baby girl Tamsyn. Their domestic bliss was halted when a shocking family event took place leaving our boys gasping for something to hold on into and if that’s not enough, the legend about the Bodmin beast resurfaced resulting to murder prompting Gideon and Lee to gather all their resources to find the killer.

 As expected, Harper Fox delivered something that is nothing short of perfect! As usual, there’s the vivid description of the Dark village that will transport you to the place itself. This is where Harper Fox really excel the most – her lyrical storytelling will lull you into somberness and be hypnotized by her story in return.

 I loved how rock-solid the relationship of Gid and Lee now like there’s nothing anyone can do to break them. They’re so in sync in every way including the paranormal stuff going on between them. I also loved how awfully realistic the scenario about Elowen and their baby. Gideon was mad and he’s every right to be and I loved that about his character. Despite his almost too forgiving nature, he’s still very human after all. I was actually very pissed with that situation but knowing the author, I don’t think she would leave her readers unsettled with the issue and naturally, she didn’t. I was relieved but still wanted to strangle Lee’s sister just the same.

 There was no big twist here. It’s all very perfunctory regarding the Bodmin beast and catching the killer. What we got here instead was the strong connection between Gid and Lee through the years. We got a tour of how they’re living their marital life and a glimpse of their future.

 Again, what a beautiful story from Miss Fox. I hope this isn’t the last book in the series.

Thank you, Harper Fox!

Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

Published August 1st 2015 by FoxTales Publications

About The Author
Harper Fox is an M/M author with a mission. She’s produced six critically acclaimed novels in a year and is trying to dispel rumours that she has a clone/twin sister locked away in a study in her basement. In fact she simply continues working on what she loves best– creating worlds and stories for the huge cast of lovely gay men queuing up inside her head. She lives in rural Northumberland in northern England and does most of her writing at a pensioned-off kitchen table in her back garden, often with blanket and hot water bottle.

She lives with her SO Jane, who has somehow put up with her for a quarter of a century now, and three enigmatic cats, chief among whom is Lucy, who knows the secret of the universe but isn’t letting on. When not writing, she either despairs or makes bread, specialities foccacia and her amazing seven-strand challah. If she has any other skills, she’s yet to discover them.

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America’s Next Top Model Cycle 22 – Episode 1 The Guys and Girls Make It to Hollywood [RECAP]

Episode 1 ANTMYa’ll know I’m a sucker for this show ^^ I love me some mama TyTy so of course I still watch the show since Adrianne took the title back in 2003. So we’re now at the 22nd cycle and the show will surely go on and on as opposed to news of it being the last one. This is also the third cycle that includes boys in it – yes, admit it. It’s more fun with them boys in it yeah? It will also be the first time that the show will have its first deaf contestant namely the uber-gorg Nyle DiMarco!!!

The Judges

So the show premiered yesterday (or the fifth) and it was just the selection of who will be making the cut. The guys and girls were interviewed by the panel of judges which still consist of Tyra, Kelly Cutrone, Miss J Alexander and Yu Tsai as the creative director for two consecutive cycle now.

The aspiring contestants displayed their runway skills at the red-carpet catwalk!

Some of the models whom I really liked this episode:

Nyle – he’s also the first guy to meet with the judges! He’s totally killing this first episode! I can already see a final four placement for him!!! He’s just so charming! Disability or not. He’s totally got me!

MameAt the confessional, Mame wowed me the best. This girl looks awesome! No wonder she placed 4th from the recently concluded Miss USA! She must look effervescent in person! Seriously girl, you are crazy beautiful!

And Lacey! Super fun Lacey! And she just announced on national TV that she’s still got the V-card!

I really feel so bad for Ashley though but her picture was pure LOVE.

Mikey’s cocky and all but he looks awesome in pictures and in motion!

Dustin McNeerAnd Dustin! Damn. Good looking and likable and the only guy I’m seeing could outbest Nyle in the competition.

And the ones I didn’t like at all – Stefano and Bryant. Bryant sounds like a nice guy from his social media accounts but here, he acted too narcissistic and Stefano = JUST NO. He’s got some serious issue (this cycle’s villain perhaps?) Ugh. At least Bryant didn’t make it but Stefano, I am disappointed with him this episode.

And in line with the crazies that is the top model we all love, at the end of the episode – the contestants were asked to jumped in a foamy pool and grab a ball where they will see their names in it if they actually made the cut! Whoops!

It was a short episode but enjoyable nonetheless!!! I’m so looking forward to the next episode!!!!!

images via ANTM FB

Book Review: Against The Grain (THIRDS, #5) – Charlie Cochet

Against The GrainI am a big fan of this series and have grown to love most of its characters. Charlie definitely knows her way with humor and great world building. Against The Grain is the fifth book in the THIRDS series focusing this time on Ash Keeler (Sloane’s BFF) and Cael Maddox (Dex’s brother) with them finally getting together.

I really did my best to get in the zone with this one but it’s not just for me. I ignored Ash’s asshatery towards Cale since he came around eventually but the story just didn’t click for me.

I feel that there’s just so many things happening around them and the the focus that was supposed to be on the couple was sidetracked by plot lines including Cael’s ex-boyfriend, his bonding / mating, the new drugs and all. Also, reading Austen’s POV was such a distraction, like I feel that the guy shouldn’t be in this book at all because he took some of the spotlight from the couple and the Therian Intelligence Network (TIN) just made the whole thing a hot mess. The out made for Sparks was just all too convenient – and…

I loved that we still have a lot of Dex-time here who totally saved this read for me. I didn’t enjoy this one as much as I enjoyed the first four books but I will definitely continue to support the next books in the series.

Rating: 3 out of 5 stars

Published August 3rd 2015 by Dreamspinner Press

About The Author
Charlie Cochet is an author by day and artist by night. Always quick to succumb to the whispers of her wayward muse, no star is out of reach when following her passion. From adventurous agents and sexy shifters, to society gentlemen and hardboiled detectives, there’s bound to be plenty of mischief for her heroes to find themselves in, and plenty of romance, too!

Currently residing in Central Florida, Charlie is at the beck and call of a rascally Doxiepoo bent on world domination. When she isn’t writing, she can usually be found reading, drawing, or watching movies. She runs on coffee, thrives on music, and loves to hear from readers.

Book Review: Fawn – Nash Summers

Fawn

This story was written as a part of the M/M Romance Group’s “Love is an Open Road” event. Group members were asked to write a story prompt inspired by a photo of their choice. Authors of the group selected a photo and prompt that spoke to them and wrote a short story.

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You know that feeling when you have just experienced something magical, and it leaves you breathless for a moment, and when you close your eyes, and upon opening them again, it’s as if you can see clearer. That is how I would describe my experience after reading Fawn.

Let me tell you how I’m so in love with Rust’s character. He’s one of the most beautiful characters I’ve ever read and someone I wished I created myself. His characterization is almost otherworldly. Rust’s sweet innocence will put a smile on your face and will make your heartache when reality strikes him with its hate and grim.

Ancel on the other is no stranger to the real world. He is a representation of a lot of hurt souls. He’s that creature who’s looking for that glimmer of hope that will save him from darkness.

“I don’t need a chance at heaven. I just need a chance with you.”

This may be one of the best stories I’ve read in years. The poetic rendition of the author with the prompt left me yearning for more. It made me happy, and it made my heart ached at the same time. There’s just something magical about the author’s storytelling. This stirring narrative will bring you joy, will make you weep, and will make you remember it for the longest time.

And you don’t even have to buy it.

Nash Summers, thank you for this gift.

Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

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Published June 3rd 2015 by M/M Romance Group @ Goodreads

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About The Author
Nash Summers rarely has any idea what she’s doing. But, when she likes to pretend, she pretends by writing stories at the pace of drying paint. And if that wasn’t exhilarating enough, Nash enjoys absolute silence, general politeness, and waiting her turn in line.
Needless to say—she’s a genuine hellraiser.

Book Review: Before We Were Strangers – Renée Carlino

Before We Were StrangersI’ve been a fan of Renée Carlino since the first time I’ve read Sweet Thing and through her succeeding novels, you can easily see how she has grown exponentially as an author and this new book makes me love her even more.

The story is about a Craigslist “missed connection” post that gives Matthias and Graceland their second chance at love a decade and a half after they got separated in New York City.

The first met in college during senior year, became BFFs and eventually a couple, each with dreams and aspirations to become successful. Matt loves photography and was granted internship with National Geographic. Grace on the other hand was musically talented, but her family situation leaves her with no choice but pursue her graduate studies to earn money the soonest. When Matt returned from his internship, Grace was gone without a trace. Fifteen years later, they finally saw each other at a subway station. Now, it’s up to Matt and Grace if they’ll be up to relive the past and give their love a second chance.

I actually read this non-stop until I was about to fall deep into dreamland and slept with a smile on my face. It was just so engrossing and the characters are very engaging. I usually do not like very long separation like this with my “couples” because when I get invested with the characters, I am the one who feels the regrets of those lost years that should’ve been spent just loving each other but it does happen right? We cannot always predict the future so we just have to try to move on and that’s what Matt and Gracie did, though they know that they’ll each have a special place in their hearts.

I’ve always question the concept of “The One That Got Away.” We all have that don’t we? I find it really sad because it feels to me like a bit of a betrayal somehow especially when you’re in a relationship and at the back of your mind, whenever you get reminded of that person ‘that got away,’ you always ask yourself the ‘what ifs.’ I guess, that is how love works. It works differently and feels differently for the one in your present and the one from the past. It may be easy to move on but it’s more than hard to forget. However, can you really say you have moved on if you have not totally forgotten that person from the past?

Before We Were Strangers puts good emphasis on these questions. The writing was fluid all throughout. It was a bit predictable – yes – but I have always said that there’s a ‘good and bad predictable’ and this is definitely a good one. I loved that it doesn’t feel that long because of its continuity. People would love Matt and Gracie onset of the story and they will ache for their losses. I know I did.

This is such a beautiful story about letting second chance at love swept you off your feet until you realize what you have been missing all your life and finally have the will to chase it.

I am very much recommending this to everyone who are longing for “the one that got away” and would like to imagine how love truly is a magnificent thing the second time around.

Again, bravo Renée Carlino!

Rating: 5 out 5 stars

Expected publication: August 18th 2015 by Atria Books

About The Author
Renée Carlino is a screenwriter and bestselling author of romantic women’s novels. She lives in Southern California with her husband, two sons, and their sweet dog June. When she’s not at the beach with her boys or working on her next project, she likes to spend her time reading, going to concerts, and eating dark chocolate.

An ARC of this book was given in exchange for an honest and impartial review.

Book Review: Motel.Pool. – Kim Fielding

Motel PoolIt’s the 50’s and Jack Dayton is aspiring to emulate James Dean’s success. A sleazy director gave him empty promises after letting him use his body. A series of poor decisions found Jack drowning in the pool of a cheap motel off Route 66.

Fast forward to sixty years – Tag Manning is losing the will to live, feeling hopeless and directionless until he stopped at a deserted town where he found a desecrated motel with a pool. Resuming his journey, Tag didn’t expect to find a ghost hitchhiking with him. It’s Jack. A friendship develop between them that blossomed into something more. But what are the odds of them being actually together? For real.

There’s something about this book that makes my heart ache for both Jack and Tag. It’s the feeling of sadness when you lose someone or something that you actually cannot replace. It’s the feeling of hollowness. There’s this somber mood throughout the book that transport you to that exact time in the 50’s and 60 years after, and Kim Fielding was able to really get that feel fully in this book.

The almost whimsical vibe was also very palpable with every page. It’s something sad but also something lovely between the boys. I feel like I’ve known them for the longest time – perhaps because I can totally relate to what they’re feeling. I even got teary eyed at one point because of the intense emotion that scenes have invoked in me.

Motel.Pool. is almost lyrical to some extent. It shows Fielding’s ability to transport its readers to places and time they can only dream of. She will make you believe in this story. She will make you appreciate life and appreciate what you have. It’s definitely one of the best books Kim Fielding has ever come up with.

I am totally in awe of her pure genius.

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

Published May 12th 2014 by Dreamspinner Press (first published May 11th 2014)

About The Author
Kim Fielding lives in California and travels as often as she can manage. A professor by day, at night she rushes into a phonebooth to change into her author costume (which involves comfy clothes instead of Spandex and is, sadly, lacking a cape). Her superpowers include the ability to write nearly anywhere, often while simultaneously doling out homework assistance to her children. Her favorite word to describe herself is “eclectic” and she finally got that third tattoo.

All royalties from her novels Stasis, Flux and Equipoise are donated to Doctors Without Borders.

Book Review: Him – Sarina Bowen, Elle Kennedy

HIM

Ryan Wesley and Jamie Canning spent every summer together at a hockey camp since they were fourteen. Every six weeks of those summers made them inseparable until that one night of their last summer together that cost their friendship. After almost four years without contact, the former best friends reunited again at a hockey game, and it seems that they have not lost that spark between them. Another six weeks at the summer camp led them to confront their feelings, but what are they willing to give up to have each other?

I think this may just be one of my favorite reads this year. Initially, I felt that their reminiscin’ of that particular night that cost their friendship (from Ryan’s end at least) will drag on until Christmas. Still, I thank all the gods that the story picked up quickly from their first reunion in years and at the camp – ugh, just yum-yum galore from there.

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I loved the simple storytelling here. It was quick and on-point. I loved how we got to see both men’s vulnerability and when their moment of clarity came up – I was relieved at no end. I loved my boys getting their happily ever after, and this one has it. This is my first book from both authors, so I’m excited to see what they would have to offer or provide more for the MM genre.


Highly recommended.

Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

Published July 28th 2015

About The Authors
Sarina Bowen writes steamy, angsty Contemporary Romance and New Adult fiction from the wilds of Vermont.

She is the author of The Ivy Years, an award-winning series set amid the hockey team at an elite Connecticut college.

Sarina enjoys skiing, espresso drinks and the occasional margarita. She lives with her family, eight chickens and more ski gear and hockey equipment than seems necessary.

To be kept abreast of new releases, please feel free to sign up for the mailing list at http://www.sarinabowen.com/contact. Or visit the her Facebook page, or tweet her @sarinabowen. (less)

Elle Kennedy
A New York Times, USA Today and Wall Street Journal bestselling author, Elle Kennedy grew up in the suburbs of Toronto, Ontario, and holds a B.A. in English from York University. From an early age, she knew she wanted to be a writer, and actively began pursuing that dream when she was a teenager.

Elle currently writes for various publishers. She loves strong heroines and sexy alpha heroes, and just enough heat and danger to keep things interesting!

Film Review: Paper Towns (2015)

Paper Towns

Paper Towns is the only John Green book I haven’t read. I remember starting the first chapter last year but decided to put it down because I was emotionally exhausted after reading The Fault in Our Stars and Looking for Alaska consecutively. I figured I needed a John Green break. So when I decided to check out the film, I had nothing to compare it to and could watch it without any preconceived ideas or expectations.

The film follows Quentin, who helps his childhood friend Margo exact revenge on a friend who betrayed her. The day after their night of mischief, Margo doesn’t show up at school and seemingly disappears without a trace. With only a series of clues left behind, Q, along with his friends, embarks on a road trip to find Margo—the girl he has been in love with for years.

I was actually ecstatic when I found out that Nat Wolff would be headlining Paper Towns because I loved his character in the film adaptation of The Fault in Our Stars. He has incredible charisma on screen, and I thought he would be perfect for another young-adult book-to-film adaptation, especially this time in a leading role. Then there was the surprising addition of pseudo-supermodel Cara Delevingne. I’m not exactly a fan of Cara as an actress, although I do love her as a model.

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I loved the direction director Jake Schreier (Robot & Frank) was trying to take this film in, but somewhere midway through, I lost the connection with both Cara and Nat—more so with Cara, I think. She’s definitely no Shailene Woodley, or even Kristen Stewart, and at times it felt like she was simply walking through the film as if she were on a runway. Sorry for the comparison, but her performance just felt bland, blank, dull—whatever synonym you want to use. It was disheartening because I didn’t get much from her character beyond her constant insistence on how she felt about everything. At one point, I was practically thinking, Girl, get over it!

Meanwhile, I was fawning all over Nat Wolff because this guy completely outshined everyone in the film, much in the same way Woodley did in The Fault in Our Stars. He brought so much more personality and emotional weight to his character that I found myself far more invested in Q than I ever was in Margo. So, for me, the film was very much a 50/50 experience, largely because of its two main characters.

Sure, Nat and Cara have good chemistry, but their acting abilities were clearly imbalanced. What I probably enjoyed most about the film, though, was its almost magical quality. There’s this subdued, dreamlike ambience hanging over the shots, and I particularly liked the way the characters slowly decipher the mystery surrounding “Paper Towns.” Schreier meticulously creates this sense of mystery and wonder, and there are moments when the film feels genuinely atmospheric.

Unfortunately, aside from that, a lot of it fell flat for me.

This is a teenage movie after all—angsty, idealistic, and, at least for me, a little too contrived. But I can definitely see why it would work for its intended demographic. Maybe I’m simply too far removed from that particular teenage headspace now, but Paper Towns left me appreciating what it was trying to say more than actually feeling what it wanted me to feel.

Director: Jake Schreier
Cast: Nat Wolff, Cara Delevingne, Halston Sage, Austin Abrams, Justice Smith, Jaz Sinclair, Caitlin Carver, Tom Hillmann, Jim Coleman, Ansel Elgort 

Rating: 5/10